I dream...I desire...I dun achieve...!!

hey bloggers how u doin..??

Sittin in my car waiting for someone to come...! Thout of writin what am i feelin rite nw...! Its like somtimes i feel like writin dis blog as life of sirjan sodhi or or or confessions of a silly girl...or even maybe...confessions of an emotional fool...what say??
Its funny thinkin bout things u knw wont happn...but anyways...
So valentines is coming... N i think mine wont b really happy one..! So thinkin of new ways to sulk or cry or scream...anyways..
Waitin for someone is tuff job...i never let anyone wait for me...neither do i like waitin...but dats ok..

So thinking y i wrote i dream i desire i dun achieve...its not tuff to say this...its easy...dats wht i am exactly thinkin...or feelin...i dream to b with him...i desire to b wth him..but i wont achieve it mayb...coz mayb we arent meant for each other?? This is exactly y i am here...waitin for him to come n clear it up.. I love u...!
I'd alwys wish d best for u...u find leavin me d best thing ok.. Its ur wish my dear...

Life is really very hard...i thout my life is complete to b true yes my life was...yes sometimes ups n downs r there but dats ok..im ok wth dat too..but u avoidin me or not talkin to me...is impossible to take In... Im very sad...
Here in India...in north region it has a very very amazingly nice weather...very beautiful...but i dunno if i'd like to say this again...

Love u pple...take care...n keep bloggin!!

ThinkiNg..!!!

what should aperson do when he/she has sumthin tht made thier lives full and all of a sudden it disappearz?????

I am sad...But why i ask myself...i have a reason...that if u loved me...n then suddenly u go? y would u go? What is the need for this..?? I don't understand?
Dont i love u enuf?
Its u who never wanted to love me enuf..!!!
WHY??? why me..??!!
God pple say hope n everything will get fine soon...when???
3weeks now..!!! N he doesnt want to talk? neither does hez tellin me if he ever wants to talk to me again?
my parents knw... What if sumday they ask me anythin? no...why does he have to bother?
Coz its not his problem...
OUCH

MAybe what he says is right there is no love...I TRUST U MY LOVE THERE IS NUTHING as LOVE..!!!

Trust me....I wont ever love anyone again...coz its just impossible...yeah i dun say i wont fall in love again but now...if sum1 wants to make me fall in love they have to work hard...pretty hard...

They have to make me feel what i feel...even him...
If he says he will be fine in sometime...Then also he will have to make me...Feel the love wich he wants to feel from me...I wont...!!!

I'll be a stone from now on..
But pple nly u knw...
I'd BE always the same from inside..!!!

Im just TIRED...EXHAUSTED....

FUCk..!!!

Love ya all...
take care bloggers!!!

Feel Like this All the time..!!!Sometyms songs can say exactly wht u want to.!

But somewhere in a private place...She packs her bags for outer space..
N now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come and she'll say to him...
I would fly to the moon and back if u'll be my baby..
Got a ticket for a world where we belong..So wud u be my baby?

She cant remember a time when she felt needed..!
If love was red then she was colour blind..!!!

This is exactly what i am feeling right now..!!! Hmmmppfff

Today is the day..!!!

Im so so so fucked up..!! dunno what to do or what to feell..??? i don't know anything...although i feel pain..I WISH I CUD be NUMB...

A Few Quotes Frm FEW movies i LOVE..!!!

Carol: Sitting there, alone in a foreign country, far from my job and everyone I know, a feeling came over me. It was like remembering something I'd never known before or had always been waiting for, but I didn't know what. Maybe it was something I'd forgotten or something I've been missing all my life. All I can say is that I felt, at the same time, joy and sadness. But not too much sadness, because I felt alive. Yes, alive. That was the moment I fell in love with Paris. And I felt Paris fall in love with me.



-FROM PARIS JE T' AIME-..!!!Gosh the scene is so pretty....n this movie make me fall in love with PARIS even mre..!!!Watch it once atleast..!!! plz....



The Husband: In pretending to be a man in love, he became a man in love.

-FROM PARIS JE T' AIME-..!!!



AMAZING MOVIE!!!!



Christopher Gardner: You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it.



-FROM THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS-..!!!AmaZin MOvie...n tHIS IS THE QUOTE I WILL LIVE BY N AM LIVIN WITH IT...Coz I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND IT...Coz all this tym pple told me i cnt live my dream..so,i will live it...n to hell wth them who thnk i cnt..!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR....!!!

hey hey hey bloggers.....

Long tym no see Han..!!!

So how is everyone???

Ummm......Been busy in loads of things...like exams...n life...and not to forget Mumbai blasts...!!
Oh God...can u believe that was so awful....People died on spots...n without any reason they were killed...their family members left on there own..It was so Sad...

Even i cried while looking at news on TV....
n then discussed the issue with my frend Nidhi....Its just i think we click together on any of these matters...like i can discuss with her n she explains me evrything very clearly....so it feels good..
Instead of being sad we were angry...frustrated...What to they think...if they can Do this n then we will sit quiety....
THOSE PEOPLE ARE LOOSERS WHO THINK LIKE THIS.....WE INDIANS ARE UNITED.!!!
NOTHING CAN BREAK US.....!!!!

n then can my examz....Oh gosh.....Can't tell u wasnt prepared for this..!!!But together with friends we did it...lolz...ya now i am done with my examz...although this year, the papers were a bit tough!!!
So....hmmmm im in my final semester...n then my grad. will be over...Phew...4 long years will be over..!!!
although its completely fyn with me....but ya i would miss BUNKING the lectures...n ya dats all i'll miss bout my kolg life...coz rest of it has been hell..!!!

hmmmm...after this im thinking either going to London for furthur studies...or if my dad dosn't allow then will go to paris for a nice trip n holiday...coz now i cant wait ne more..!!!

Lets c wht the future holds....
n NEW YEAR!!!!
hmmmm.......as usual 4 years n this tym also i cudnt celebrate it...coz had an exam on 1st jan!!!ha ha ha....stupid though....!!
n now im having holidays..n tryin to relax in this messed up house...coz its renovating....
n im prayin hardddddd that this new year brings nice things because 2008 has been one heck of a year...seen loads of downs n downs only...!!! n i am sad for it till now..!!!

hmmmm.....rite now this is wht i have in mind....
dun worry...loads to come in future....
n plz u all also pray that i go to paris....i so wanna go there..!!!

take care...love ya all...!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..!!!!