La la la la la la....Depressed.. :(

Heya bloggers.....

Ys its me again..(hey itz my blog n im supposed to be here..)so long time han....
ya...but loadz happnd in this long time....
my frend...who's my best frend...said me gud bye...n that too without reason..???
mayb i do knw the reason..but sumtimes its just acceptin the truth is hard..!!!
ok mayb i knw the reason...but still wud love to hear it frm him....hmmmm..
like i just cnt explain u sumthin....its like my heart is sore now...
it just cnt take nethin ne longer....its filled till the top just a little thin n it pains like hell...my best frend..?????
Cnt even believe my ears...cnt believe my heart!!!
Help me lord..!!plz im beggin u...
Is it always myu mistake?wich cnnot be left behind?wen its sumbdys mistake its just left n evry1 moves on..but wen its my turn...evry1 wants an explaination..???y???Answer me this WHY am i supposed to ans evry1????
dont i they own explanations to me..???huh...
all i can do is scream n cry..but they wnt n dnt listen...i truely miss my school days i never had to think bout nethin...life went on like its supposed to be..!!! :(
Im sad really sad...but whom shud i say?
it hurts wen ur frends leave u....n i dunno will it ecer goin to be ok..????
i hate it!!!!

take care bloggers....n ya i bought guitar will take the lessons shortly..!!!

miss ya all...hope to log in soon....
n keep readin...!!!