I dream...I desire...I dun achieve...!!

hey bloggers how u doin..??

Sittin in my car waiting for someone to come...! Thout of writin what am i feelin rite nw...! Its like somtimes i feel like writin dis blog as life of sirjan sodhi or or or confessions of a silly girl...or even maybe...confessions of an emotional fool...what say??
Its funny thinkin bout things u knw wont happn...but anyways...
So valentines is coming... N i think mine wont b really happy one..! So thinkin of new ways to sulk or cry or scream...anyways..
Waitin for someone is tuff job...i never let anyone wait for me...neither do i like waitin...but dats ok..

So thinking y i wrote i dream i desire i dun achieve...its not tuff to say this...its easy...dats wht i am exactly thinkin...or feelin...i dream to b with him...i desire to b wth him..but i wont achieve it mayb...coz mayb we arent meant for each other?? This is exactly y i am here...waitin for him to come n clear it up.. I love u...!
I'd alwys wish d best for u...u find leavin me d best thing ok.. Its ur wish my dear...

Life is really very hard...i thout my life is complete to b true yes my life was...yes sometimes ups n downs r there but dats ok..im ok wth dat too..but u avoidin me or not talkin to me...is impossible to take In... Im very sad...
Here in India...in north region it has a very very amazingly nice weather...very beautiful...but i dunno if i'd like to say this again...

Love u pple...take care...n keep bloggin!!

ThinkiNg..!!!

what should aperson do when he/she has sumthin tht made thier lives full and all of a sudden it disappearz?????

I am sad...But why i ask myself...i have a reason...that if u loved me...n then suddenly u go? y would u go? What is the need for this..?? I don't understand?
Dont i love u enuf?
Its u who never wanted to love me enuf..!!!
WHY??? why me..??!!
God pple say hope n everything will get fine soon...when???
3weeks now..!!! N he doesnt want to talk? neither does hez tellin me if he ever wants to talk to me again?
my parents knw... What if sumday they ask me anythin? no...why does he have to bother?
Coz its not his problem...
OUCH

MAybe what he says is right there is no love...I TRUST U MY LOVE THERE IS NUTHING as LOVE..!!!

Trust me....I wont ever love anyone again...coz its just impossible...yeah i dun say i wont fall in love again but now...if sum1 wants to make me fall in love they have to work hard...pretty hard...

They have to make me feel what i feel...even him...
If he says he will be fine in sometime...Then also he will have to make me...Feel the love wich he wants to feel from me...I wont...!!!

I'll be a stone from now on..
But pple nly u knw...
I'd BE always the same from inside..!!!

Im just TIRED...EXHAUSTED....

FUCk..!!!

Love ya all...
take care bloggers!!!

Feel Like this All the time..!!!Sometyms songs can say exactly wht u want to.!

But somewhere in a private place...She packs her bags for outer space..
N now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come and she'll say to him...
I would fly to the moon and back if u'll be my baby..
Got a ticket for a world where we belong..So wud u be my baby?

She cant remember a time when she felt needed..!
If love was red then she was colour blind..!!!

This is exactly what i am feeling right now..!!! Hmmmppfff