HAPPY NEW YEAR....!!!

hey hey hey bloggers.....

Long tym no see Han..!!!

So how is everyone???

Ummm......Been busy in loads of things...like exams...n life...and not to forget Mumbai blasts...!!
Oh God...can u believe that was so awful....People died on spots...n without any reason they were killed...their family members left on there own..It was so Sad...

Even i cried while looking at news on TV....
n then discussed the issue with my frend Nidhi....Its just i think we click together on any of these matters...like i can discuss with her n she explains me evrything very clearly....so it feels good..
Instead of being sad we were angry...frustrated...What to they think...if they can Do this n then we will sit quiety....
THOSE PEOPLE ARE LOOSERS WHO THINK LIKE THIS.....WE INDIANS ARE UNITED.!!!
NOTHING CAN BREAK US.....!!!!

n then can my examz....Oh gosh.....Can't tell u wasnt prepared for this..!!!But together with friends we did it...lolz...ya now i am done with my examz...although this year, the papers were a bit tough!!!
So....hmmmm im in my final semester...n then my grad. will be over...Phew...4 long years will be over..!!!
although its completely fyn with me....but ya i would miss BUNKING the lectures...n ya dats all i'll miss bout my kolg life...coz rest of it has been hell..!!!

hmmmm...after this im thinking either going to London for furthur studies...or if my dad dosn't allow then will go to paris for a nice trip n holiday...coz now i cant wait ne more..!!!

Lets c wht the future holds....
n NEW YEAR!!!!
hmmmm.......as usual 4 years n this tym also i cudnt celebrate it...coz had an exam on 1st jan!!!ha ha ha....stupid though....!!
n now im having holidays..n tryin to relax in this messed up house...coz its renovating....
n im prayin hardddddd that this new year brings nice things because 2008 has been one heck of a year...seen loads of downs n downs only...!!! n i am sad for it till now..!!!

hmmmm.....rite now this is wht i have in mind....
dun worry...loads to come in future....
n plz u all also pray that i go to paris....i so wanna go there..!!!

take care...love ya all...!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..!!!!

RAMLAL dedicated To 'N'

Heya bloggers...

Hw r u alll?????here i am...d one dat u love...lolz song cme to my mind...sooo...
ya im still bugged up n dats y i rite blog so dat i can feel much better...
Ya it HURTS me to say my frends r not mine ne mre...although they act fyn wth me..but the actual thing is what i knw rite..!!!
Sooooo bugged up im writin about RAMLAL...a Dog wo died coz of Itching disease...lolz...those of you who do not understand no problems...coz its dedicated to a friend of mine "N"....n the dog was a stray dog who lived nea her home..!!!So we didnt do ne harm to dog also...
Do u remember yar hw he used to bark all day long..!!lolz...n you always said RAMLAL i love u...ha ha ha ha
i knw yaara those were the days...we had loads of things to talk about,ya now we dun but still we make up...coz i knw u are alwyas there for me..!!
now back to RAMLAL...ah what a dog he was..!!
He did Itchin all the dayn kept barking to strangers..!!What a lyf he had...He was Brave Indeed.!!Survied the World's Ignorance n lived Happily..!!
Awwww....i cnt think of nethin else..!!!
But hey WE MISS U RAMLAL.!!!
n to hell with evrythin else in the world....i hate it.!!!

Chao....Take care all...
love ya..!!!
BYyyeee...Keep Bloggin!!!!

Lost Friends..!!!

Heya all bloggers....

Ya long time no see...but hey couldn't find time...i know that's so lame to say....

so here i am sharing one more sad story of mine...So here i go..
Today my best friends came and had a talk with me..And they said i BROKE their "TRUST"...

Ok i agreed but that was not INTENTIONAL..??OR WaS it???i just have to say..it is not the way they think...its just they are thinking it right now what they want to...
n its ok..i agree with them....

they said they wont ever trust me again...if they've said their final decision then i am no one to say anything to them...
that's ok..with them...

But it sure hurts...n i am once again hurt like before...and it took like sooooo long to get fyn before also coz one of my bst frend left me...without ne reason..
n now they leave me for breaking their trust which i never intended to...

sooo..its ok...evrybody is happy let them be happy...
n wud lyk God to bless them all...

Its just i am hurt n sad...dats all i think i have to say..coz i just cant explain the feeling i am having rite now...
:-(

Take care bloggers....Love ya all...

byeee...!!!n Keep blogging!!!

ReaSonS..!!!

Just to say...Few of the reasons i love PARIS for...!!!

I hope u can see wht i see in these pics...!!!!...

These r taken frm flickr...so all credits to them...n i have them coz i love paris....

cmpletely in love with it!!!!

Wana be there to feel the nite's breeze...

Wana be there with him(i dunno who??)..!!

Hmmmmmmmm

i so wanna be there!!!

A Small PARISIAN alley....I Want a Place Here..!!

its so calm.....i love it!!!

Will Have Dinner here..Ah so romantic...

These r few things i totally love paris...just few.... of 'em!!!

i love u paris....je t' aime paris!!!

......WanTed To Be HeaRD..!!

Heya bloggers..!!

Hw r u all??
Ya almst all my titles seem "SAD"..ha ha ha ha ha.....ya mayb but its more of frustration....
Today i dunno for wht reason i am feelin sad..but...it makes me tired...last nite i woke up n cried like for an hour or so....n then felt better n went off to sleep...

Aint it funny...dat the moment ur cryin at dat tym u hve the most awful feelin...n wen ur done, there cmes a satisfyin feelin...n u feel a bit better n then go off to sleep.....
yaaaaaa....i wanna SCREAM OUT LOUD..!!!
Ok so mayb im done sayin all this...

Sooo.....i said this frend of mine whos a very gud "Frrreeeennnnddd.."
Dat pple write blogs coz sumtyms they also want to be heard...n dats exactly wht i want..!!!
"TO BE HEARD"
N no1 can believe he also started to write a blog....ha ha ha ha ha....n no1 can evr knw he writes it too...coz its just he also wants to be heard.....soooo hey i knw ur readin it...soooo keep bloggin...!!!

ok,so now my studies...goshhh!!!....i hate studyin but i do want to earn after my grad..!!!
But the problem lies is my kolg studies r hard...n want to read my book too...I do i Do i Do!!!
coz it seems great n i've just read it a lil..!!

So lets hope i get tym to study!!!BOTH MY KOLG N MY NOVEL..!!!

Hmmmmmm....So here's Me sigin off...!!!
Take care....N keep BLOGGIN!!!!

Fucked up lyk hell..!!!

Heya bloggers out there..!!!

Hw r u all..???Long tym han no see..!!!??? Huh....as if u missed me..???
So as the title says "I AM REALLY FUCKED UP"...Oh yeah...Gosh..
you knw..evry1 around u is just fake...n dat hurts..n wen u get to knw about the fake thing after a looonnnggg tym dat even sucks mre..!!!
So,my sad story....
i dnt knw who my frends r..???FREINDS i hate the word FRIEND...coz i havnt been able to judge pple around me..n dats so stupid to say rite??
n those pple just used me n are using me so that they can get the work they wanna get frm me.??
n nw i understand this shitty thing...n Now i hate it...N cribbed a lot for them(friends) but they say bye to me n move on..???IS IT FAIR????
They want their expectations to be fulfilled....but if by ne chance i expect a lil thing frm them they cnt do that...???IS THIS FAIR???
Some say im in bad company...???N the company im in they say others r wrng...???Gosh...
WHAT R FRIENDS...i dnt understand n frankly I DUN WANNA UNDERSTAND EITHER....
Cnt i expect a person to fite for me??
i mean this is hard for me to understand....i feel like a DESLYXIC!!!
LORD help me plz...I knw only u can help me with this.!!!
I wanna get outta this mess....plzzzzzz
i got so much to write but my vocabulary isnt allowin me ...no words left....
But in HURT...n pple Hurt me on purpose...