RAMLAL dedicated To 'N'

Heya bloggers...

Hw r u alll?????here i am...d one dat u love...lolz song cme to my mind...sooo...
ya im still bugged up n dats y i rite blog so dat i can feel much better...
Ya it HURTS me to say my frends r not mine ne mre...although they act fyn wth me..but the actual thing is what i knw rite..!!!
Sooooo bugged up im writin about RAMLAL...a Dog wo died coz of Itching disease...lolz...those of you who do not understand no problems...coz its dedicated to a friend of mine "N"....n the dog was a stray dog who lived nea her home..!!!So we didnt do ne harm to dog also...
Do u remember yar hw he used to bark all day long..!!lolz...n you always said RAMLAL i love u...ha ha ha ha
i knw yaara those were the days...we had loads of things to talk about,ya now we dun but still we make up...coz i knw u are alwyas there for me..!!
now back to RAMLAL...ah what a dog he was..!!
He did Itchin all the dayn kept barking to strangers..!!What a lyf he had...He was Brave Indeed.!!Survied the World's Ignorance n lived Happily..!!
Awwww....i cnt think of nethin else..!!!
But hey WE MISS U RAMLAL.!!!
n to hell with evrythin else in the world....i hate it.!!!

Chao....Take care all...
love ya..!!!
BYyyeee...Keep Bloggin!!!!

Lost Friends..!!!

Heya all bloggers....

Ya long time no see...but hey couldn't find time...i know that's so lame to say....

so here i am sharing one more sad story of mine...So here i go..
Today my best friends came and had a talk with me..And they said i BROKE their "TRUST"...

Ok i agreed but that was not INTENTIONAL..??OR WaS it???i just have to say..it is not the way they think...its just they are thinking it right now what they want to...
n its ok..i agree with them....

they said they wont ever trust me again...if they've said their final decision then i am no one to say anything to them...
that's ok..with them...

But it sure hurts...n i am once again hurt like before...and it took like sooooo long to get fyn before also coz one of my bst frend left me...without ne reason..
n now they leave me for breaking their trust which i never intended to...

sooo..its ok...evrybody is happy let them be happy...
n wud lyk God to bless them all...

Its just i am hurt n sad...dats all i think i have to say..coz i just cant explain the feeling i am having rite now...
:-(

Take care bloggers....Love ya all...

byeee...!!!n Keep blogging!!!

ReaSonS..!!!

Just to say...Few of the reasons i love PARIS for...!!!

I hope u can see wht i see in these pics...!!!!...

These r taken frm flickr...so all credits to them...n i have them coz i love paris....

cmpletely in love with it!!!!

Wana be there to feel the nite's breeze...

Wana be there with him(i dunno who??)..!!

Hmmmmmmmm

i so wanna be there!!!

A Small PARISIAN alley....I Want a Place Here..!!

its so calm.....i love it!!!

Will Have Dinner here..Ah so romantic...

These r few things i totally love paris...just few.... of 'em!!!

i love u paris....je t' aime paris!!!

......WanTed To Be HeaRD..!!

Heya bloggers..!!

Hw r u all??
Ya almst all my titles seem "SAD"..ha ha ha ha ha.....ya mayb but its more of frustration....
Today i dunno for wht reason i am feelin sad..but...it makes me tired...last nite i woke up n cried like for an hour or so....n then felt better n went off to sleep...

Aint it funny...dat the moment ur cryin at dat tym u hve the most awful feelin...n wen ur done, there cmes a satisfyin feelin...n u feel a bit better n then go off to sleep.....
yaaaaaa....i wanna SCREAM OUT LOUD..!!!
Ok so mayb im done sayin all this...

Sooo.....i said this frend of mine whos a very gud "Frrreeeennnnddd.."
Dat pple write blogs coz sumtyms they also want to be heard...n dats exactly wht i want..!!!
"TO BE HEARD"
N no1 can believe he also started to write a blog....ha ha ha ha ha....n no1 can evr knw he writes it too...coz its just he also wants to be heard.....soooo hey i knw ur readin it...soooo keep bloggin...!!!

ok,so now my studies...goshhh!!!....i hate studyin but i do want to earn after my grad..!!!
But the problem lies is my kolg studies r hard...n want to read my book too...I do i Do i Do!!!
coz it seems great n i've just read it a lil..!!

So lets hope i get tym to study!!!BOTH MY KOLG N MY NOVEL..!!!

Hmmmmmm....So here's Me sigin off...!!!
Take care....N keep BLOGGIN!!!!

Fucked up lyk hell..!!!

Heya bloggers out there..!!!

Hw r u all..???Long tym han no see..!!!??? Huh....as if u missed me..???
So as the title says "I AM REALLY FUCKED UP"...Oh yeah...Gosh..
you knw..evry1 around u is just fake...n dat hurts..n wen u get to knw about the fake thing after a looonnnggg tym dat even sucks mre..!!!
So,my sad story....
i dnt knw who my frends r..???FREINDS i hate the word FRIEND...coz i havnt been able to judge pple around me..n dats so stupid to say rite??
n those pple just used me n are using me so that they can get the work they wanna get frm me.??
n nw i understand this shitty thing...n Now i hate it...N cribbed a lot for them(friends) but they say bye to me n move on..???IS IT FAIR????
They want their expectations to be fulfilled....but if by ne chance i expect a lil thing frm them they cnt do that...???IS THIS FAIR???
Some say im in bad company...???N the company im in they say others r wrng...???Gosh...
WHAT R FRIENDS...i dnt understand n frankly I DUN WANNA UNDERSTAND EITHER....
Cnt i expect a person to fite for me??
i mean this is hard for me to understand....i feel like a DESLYXIC!!!
LORD help me plz...I knw only u can help me with this.!!!
I wanna get outta this mess....plzzzzzz
i got so much to write but my vocabulary isnt allowin me ...no words left....
But in HURT...n pple Hurt me on purpose...

LovE..?!!!!???

Ya Dis is My love...Hmmm..learnin it is the best thing..Its been my dream to learn it for like 8years!!So ya now in 4th year cmpletin my graduation i get tym to learn n LIVE MY DREAM!!!..n hey Im LIVIN it n LOVIN it..!!!



So 'learning the guitar' part started on the first day itself with a lot of the 'banging the strings hard' and a little bit of 'making some sense with the sounds'.

Although I did learn how to tune it. And by the end of the day, even the 'exploring every possible way I can exploit it in' was over. So the next day started with experimentation.



Here is a list of all the conclusions made, in chronological order-

1. No, the plectrum can't handle 500 straight swooshes. Apparently, string no. 6 can.



2. The belt is NOT meant for whipping around unless you want to get hit square in the forehead.



3. Drumming a guitar makes no sense. So do it.



4. Playing cricket does sound exciting. But remember, however much the guitar may resemble a bat, it just doesn't have a good stroke.



5. Givson is stupid. So take out your permanent markers and make it sound English at least.



6. Never, NEVER IN YOUR WILDEST DREAMS, try tightening a string to colossal limits. And even if you do, don't even so much give banging it a thought. Not unless you want wood and pulleys flying everywhere.

So, thats all i cud thnk of writin....n i dunno whts with this blogger site...???Today its gvin hell lotta problem i dunno y??

MY mood...ummm Sad today..lolz...i dunno...newaz leave this aside..!!!

will talk bout it wen this stupid blogger site gets fyn..take care ppl..

keep postin n keep commenting!!!!

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!

ya prob everybody wil say it n mayb nly few will say it with their heart!!!So HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY .....I LOVE INDIA n am PROUD TO BE INDIAN...

ya i havntdne nethin exceptional for my country,but the love for it in my heart is unexpressible...??is dat the rite word??

No truely...i love my country,ya i agree evn sumtyms i say this is wrng n dat is bad bout it...

But hey to be frank n clear..Evry person frm ne part of the world may say a thin or two bad for there own country but dat dsnt mean dey hate their country?rite..

Today got up at 6 in the morning to see the Hoistin of our Flag...n to tell u the truth its just an awsome feelin..!!Gosh..Love the Jan gan mann...

There this rush of adrenaline..n wen PM Manmohan singh spoke loved his speech.."...Ye hamara Vaada tha"(This was our promise) n then he said..."...Me ek aisa Bharat dekhna chahta hun"(i want to see India as) ...it was just too emotional for me...n nw the whole day patrotic songs cme n patrotic mvies n shows...I love em all..Prob none wud knw bout this coz i nver tell ne1...

But Hats off to India...U knw India nvr invaded ne country in her history..!!

India a plce of CULTURE...

India a place of MONUMENTS ..

India a place of TOGETHERNESS...

India..Love ya...

NATIONAL ANTHEM!!!

Jan gan mann adhinaayak jay hai, bhaarat bhagya vidhaata;

Panjaab, sindh, gujraat, maraatha draavid utkal banga;

vindya, himaachal, yamuna, ganga utchchhal jaldhi taranga;

tab shubh naame jaage, tab shubh aashish maage ;

gaahe sab jay gaatha;

jan gan mangal daayak jay he, bhaarat bhagya vidhaata;

Jaya he, jaya he, jaya he , jaya jaya jaya jaya he...

JUst to sum it up..there's this song i totally love n makes me cry wenever n wherever i hear it....so here u go...N i Dedicate this to ALL the INDIANS Livin outside India..!!i hope after readin this atleast once u'll Remember ur Country!!!

Ai mere pyaare vatan, ai mere bichhade chaman, tujhpe dil qurabaan ..

Tuu hi meri arazu, tu hi meri abaru tu hi meri jaan...

Tere daaman se jo aae un havaaon ko salaam , chuum lun main us zubaa ko jispe aae tera naam- Sabase pyari subah teri sabase rangin teri shaam tujh pe dil qurabaan...

Maa ka dil banake kabhi sine se lag jata hai tu aur kabhi nanhi si beti ban ke yaad aata hai tu..

Jitanaa yaad ata hai mujhako utanaa tadpata hai tu tujh pe dil qurabaan....

Chodh kar teri zamin ko dur aa pahunche hain ham, phir bhi hai ye hi tamana tere zarron ki qasam- ham jahaan paidaa hue us jagah pe hi nikale dam ..tujh pe dil qurabaan..!!!

JAI HIND....