Wednesday, July 16, 2008

ThoUgHT.....????



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" Do not say all that you know but do know all that you say! :)"
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

La la la la la la....Depressed.. :(

Heya bloggers.....

Ys its me again..(hey itz my blog n im supposed to be here..)so long time han....
ya...but loadz happnd in this long time....
my frend...who's my best frend...said me gud bye...n that too without reason..???
mayb i do knw the reason..but sumtimes its just acceptin the truth is hard..!!!
ok mayb i knw the reason...but still wud love to hear it frm him....hmmmm..
like i just cnt explain u sumthin....its like my heart is sore now...
it just cnt take nethin ne longer....its filled till the top just a little thin n it pains like hell...my best frend..?????
Cnt even believe my ears...cnt believe my heart!!!
Help me lord..!!plz im beggin u...
Is it always myu mistake?wich cnnot be left behind?wen its sumbdys mistake its just left n evry1 moves on..but wen its my turn...evry1 wants an explaination..???y???Answer me this WHY am i supposed to ans evry1????
dont i they own explanations to me..???huh...
all i can do is scream n cry..but they wnt n dnt listen...i truely miss my school days i never had to think bout nethin...life went on like its supposed to be..!!! :(
Im sad really sad...but whom shud i say?
it hurts wen ur frends leave u....n i dunno will it ecer goin to be ok..????
i hate it!!!!

take care bloggers....n ya i bought guitar will take the lessons shortly..!!!

miss ya all...hope to log in soon....
n keep readin...!!!

Friday, April 11, 2008

Heya bloggers.....

Hwz evry1..???hmmm...long tym no see han...
Loadz haapnin in lyf..n dunno where to go..???Itz HArD to say or tell...as u knw millions of small thing add upto all the rubbish i feel...ya...i called my feelings rubbish...lolz...y..???coz ...i dunno...
so ...went to goa...kinda had fun....n then cme back...
Thought evrythin was in place..but mayb...NO...!!!!!U think sunthin n say sumthin else or vice versa..!!!
So stupid can lyf get..han!!!Ya my messed up lyf..lolz...i knw evry1 has messed up lyf...n i can BET u on this dat EVRY1 Feels that their lyf is more MESSED up than others...Itz just they dun MayBE show it to evry1...n i Do...n then they say im being stupid dat i think my lyf is hard...!!ha...wht the heck..???
Sumtimes u think or imagine sumthin datz like a fiary tale n ur really happy in it...n rite other sec sumbody cmes n break ur fiary world..!!!n ur HURT!!
datz it...datz hw it feels...i knw ne1 readin this blog must have felt it atleast once..!!!
Itz like paris...nah wnt go ga ga bout it...itz just one small thin dat wud make me happy ne time of the day n make me cry to...coz mayb till nw i think dat itz the only dream i have....n will it cme true...i want it to cme true may way!!!the way i want it to be..!!!not wht others can help me make it...
then...studies...r hard...they make me cry dat i cannot do this or dat....but wen im doin nethin else then i just dun think of nethin else...n till that time im happy...
Friends..!!???hmmm....itz like i dunno wht to say...they r my life...but the moment i try to tell them this they n BOOM..!!They dun listen..!!
newaz....Take care pple...
lotz more cmin...after sumtime....take care

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Heya pple....

Heya all Bloggers...!!!!

Hw r u pple????
Long time no blog han....
So whtz new????My lyf....dunno where it will be goin???!!!!
So we going to Goa on 4th...sooo hmmm...scared n confused....
newaz...My sessionals r goin on..!!!!
Letz see wht i score...!!!
Ha ha ha haha ha...as if...Newaz....

Im just fed up yaar...yet im happy..!!!!SOMETIMES!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
Take care evry1...Till then Enjoy n keep bloggin!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

MISSING MYSELF

Heya....
hwz lyf..???Mine is way tooo bad..!!!I just dunno wht to do n wht not to.???
Was just missing my Dream..Ya Visit to France..!!!MY LOVE....
So added a collage..!!!!hmmmm....sooooo...
itz like...the pple u adore and then they knw wht they say is hurtin them..they still dun listen to u..but that does hurt..!!! :(
I feel like cryin..n datz super bad...coz i dun wanna cry..I just had it....itz like..
I knw evry1 has own lyf, So nw...wht exactly to do..????
am i crazy or wht..!!!!???

Im scared n dun wanna go to GOA,...:(
N im scared n dun wanna go to kolg....
im scared dat i iwll loose them...
im scared bout my studies...
im scared bout...
im scared bout evrythin...

Maybe datz it for nw...
Take care...bbyyeee..!!!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Heya bloggers.....


Long time...didnt write na....lolz...

so hwz evry1???

Hmmm..lotz of things in LYF n in MIND.....
cnt get hold of even one thing..!!!Gosh Datz so Stupid of me..!!!!!

itz been like...mixed feelings.....
Frends have tensions...n itz just i dun like it....

newaz....soo me goin to trip...INDUSTRIAL TRIP.....to GOA...!!!!For those who dnt knw GOA...itz a Pretty n small place near mumbai in INDIA....although even i havnt seen it...n will be seein it 1st time in lyf...
it feels gud but also a bit scary..!!!

so...studies..they r damn hard..very hard...like dunno nething bout nethin....lolz....
im confused..n scared!!!!!

n im tryin to be n remain happy...TRYING....letz see till wht time i will succeed..?????

datz it wht i cnt think of writing....
so take care till next time...!!!

be happy..!!!!

Thursday, February 7, 2008

Lots of things go unqestionable...!!!to whom i ask...???

Lot of questions go unanswered...!!!No one dere to answer my crap..!!!

Few words goes unsaid...!!!hu will understandmy words...???

Few go unheard...!!!Dats fate..!!!

Some Dreams are born Dead*...!!!completely dead..!!!Some are burried Alive...!!!

and other will not leave anythng to make dat sure..!!!

Dats Life*....Yes Dats bloody Life...!!!

...............Wht...why...???none can answer me...itz like i cnt exactly cme out with it....i want to coz datz whtzz hurtin me...but i think dat mayb sum1 will get me wrng...n i just dun want dat..!!
i just cnt handel it all inside me...
Im dyin coz of it...deres nuthin i can do...coz i just dun knw whom to tell n whm to ask...
is it supposed to be dat hard...????Plz......God help me..!!!!