Heya bloggers.....

Hwz evry1..???hmmm...long tym no see han...

Loadz haapnin in lyf..n dunno where to go..???Itz HArD to say or tell...as u knw millions of small thing add upto all the rubbish i feel...ya...i called my feelings rubbish...lolz...y..???coz ...i dunno...

so ...went to goa...kinda had fun....n then cme back...

Thought evrythin was in place..but mayb...NO...!!!!!U think sunthin n say sumthin else or vice versa..!!!

So stupid can lyf get..han!!!Ya my messed up lyf..lolz...i knw evry1 has messed up lyf...n i can BET u on this dat EVRY1 Feels that their lyf is more MESSED up than others...Itz just they dun MayBE show it to evry1...n i Do...n then they say im being stupid dat i think my lyf is hard...!!ha...wht the heck..???

Sumtimes u think or imagine sumthin datz like a fiary tale n ur really happy in it...n rite other sec sumbody cmes n break ur fiary world..!!!n ur HURT!!

datz it...datz hw it feels...i knw ne1 readin this blog must have felt it atleast once..!!!

Itz like paris...nah wnt go ga ga bout it...itz just one small thin dat wud make me happy ne time of the day n make me cry to...coz mayb till nw i think dat itz the only dream i have....n will it cme true...i want it to cme true may way!!!the way i want it to be..!!!not wht others can help me make it...

then...studies...r hard...they make me cry dat i cannot do this or dat....but wen im doin nethin else then i just dun think of nethin else...n till that time im happy...

Friends..!!???hmmm....itz like i dunno wht to say...they r my life...but the moment i try to tell them this they n BOOM..!!They dun listen..!!

newaz....Take care pple...

lotz more cmin...after sumtime....take care

Heya pple....

Heya all Bloggers...!!!!

Hw r u pple????
Long time no blog han....
So whtz new????My lyf....dunno where it will be goin???!!!!
So we going to Goa on 4th...sooo hmmm...scared n confused....
newaz...My sessionals r goin on..!!!!
Letz see wht i score...!!!
Ha ha ha haha ha...as if...Newaz....

Im just fed up yaar...yet im happy..!!!!SOMETIMES!!!!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
Take care evry1...Till then Enjoy n keep bloggin!!!!!!

MISSING MYSELF

Heya....
hwz lyf..???Mine is way tooo bad..!!!I just dunno wht to do n wht not to.???
Was just missing my Dream..Ya Visit to France..!!!MY LOVE....
So added a collage..!!!!hmmmm....sooooo...
itz like...the pple u adore and then they knw wht they say is hurtin them..they still dun listen to u..but that does hurt..!!! :(
I feel like cryin..n datz super bad...coz i dun wanna cry..I just had it....itz like..
I knw evry1 has own lyf, So nw...wht exactly to do..????
am i crazy or wht..!!!!???

Im scared n dun wanna go to GOA,...:(
N im scared n dun wanna go to kolg....
im scared dat i iwll loose them...
im scared bout my studies...
im scared bout...
im scared bout evrythin...

Maybe datz it for nw...
Take care...bbyyeee..!!!

Heya bloggers.....


Long time...didnt write na....lolz...

so hwz evry1???

Hmmm..lotz of things in LYF n in MIND.....
cnt get hold of even one thing..!!!Gosh Datz so Stupid of me..!!!!!

itz been like...mixed feelings.....
Frends have tensions...n itz just i dun like it....

newaz....soo me goin to trip...INDUSTRIAL TRIP.....to GOA...!!!!For those who dnt knw GOA...itz a Pretty n small place near mumbai in INDIA....although even i havnt seen it...n will be seein it 1st time in lyf...
it feels gud but also a bit scary..!!!

so...studies..they r damn hard..very hard...like dunno nething bout nethin....lolz....
im confused..n scared!!!!!

n im tryin to be n remain happy...TRYING....letz see till wht time i will succeed..?????

datz it wht i cnt think of writing....
so take care till next time...!!!

be happy..!!!!

Lots of things go unqestionable...!!!to whom i ask...???

Lot of questions go unanswered...!!!No one dere to answer my crap..!!!

Few words goes unsaid...!!!hu will understandmy words...???

Few go unheard...!!!Dats fate..!!!

Some Dreams are born Dead*...!!!completely dead..!!!Some are burried Alive...!!!

and other will not leave anythng to make dat sure..!!!

Dats Life*....Yes Dats bloody Life...!!!

...............Wht...why...???none can answer me...itz like i cnt exactly cme out with it....i want to coz datz whtzz hurtin me...but i think dat mayb sum1 will get me wrng...n i just dun want dat..!!
i just cnt handel it all inside me...
Im dyin coz of it...deres nuthin i can do...coz i just dun knw whom to tell n whm to ask...
is it supposed to be dat hard...????Plz......God help me..!!!!

What now???

Heya all Bloggers!!!!...


How r u all????


knw wht i was just thinkin bout sumthin....


n i dunno y i think sooo much..???sumtimes even my brain says STOP IT GIRL..!!!!!

It was like i first wrote a blog...n deleted it...!!!n now i again started..!!!lol....

newaz...so hwz goin?????Hope evrythin is fine there???

Mayb i didnt tell u all one mre thing n datz.....

I LOVE MY SKOOL...!!!!just crazy bout it....

although im in colg...but still i miss my skool...coz at that time u didnt need to think bout ne thin...!!!!it was on ur parents..!!!u had fun with ur frends...

I miss evrythin bout it...The place were we used to drink water..it was like one by one evry1 frm the class cme out just to drink water n then there we used to chat...!!!!ha ha ha ha....

n then Get CAUGHT..!!!!ha ha ha ha....the lab were we used to study Biology...wow...frm itz window....we used to look out to evy1 n any1 cmin n goin...but no studyin....

Then the ground...for physical education..!!!!Ha ha ha ha...we used to sit with the juniors n sing songs n hear them singin..!!!!

U knw wht i miss the most is a Tree....like itz in middle of the cemented ground...n itz been there i dunno like hw many years..!!!!n they have a sittin area there...n we all frends used to sit there...n chat n chat...wenevr there was ne function...so chattin time..!!!!

Great Dayz....Miss evry tree...evry flower..Evry brick!!!just evry thing!!!!!![:(]

so u knw wht i can go on n on n on...with this will tell ya all more bout it..!!!!

So today was a very MIXED day at college..!!!!it was first i was fine n then all of a sudden...

THE SAME THINKING PROBLEM CAME!!!!!!

Do u also feel the same like u want to say lotz n lotz n lotz of things....but just cnt say..coz u dun knw wht will happn if u let all go out of u..??????

I dunno....but itz like im tired of holdin it inside me.....n cnt tell ne1 bout it..!!!

i hate it...n i dun feel gud at all....But hey i knw evry1 has these dayz in lyf....

so...mayb i'll have to wait..!!!coz if i cnt let go of it...then waitin is the option..!!!!

Sooooo.....till then take care pplee....

Im just bugged up..!!!!
ya im runnin late for colg....cud have writen this in colg though there they have blocked this blogger..!!!!!

Itz like wen i try to be happy....theres like evry1 around me is unhappy....n i just cnt remain happy like this...!!!!!

HELP....!!!!!!

Now i dunno y...newaz...will talk to u in the evening...till then...keep readin n keep posting...!!!!