Feel Like this All the time..!!!Sometyms songs can say exactly wht u want to.!

But somewhere in a private place...She packs her bags for outer space..
N now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come and she'll say to him...
I would fly to the moon and back if u'll be my baby..
Got a ticket for a world where we belong..So wud u be my baby?

She cant remember a time when she felt needed..!
If love was red then she was colour blind..!!!

This is exactly what i am feeling right now..!!! Hmmmppfff

Today is the day..!!!

Im so so so fucked up..!! dunno what to do or what to feell..??? i don't know anything...although i feel pain..I WISH I CUD be NUMB...

A Few Quotes Frm FEW movies i LOVE..!!!

Carol: Sitting there, alone in a foreign country, far from my job and everyone I know, a feeling came over me. It was like remembering something I'd never known before or had always been waiting for, but I didn't know what. Maybe it was something I'd forgotten or something I've been missing all my life. All I can say is that I felt, at the same time, joy and sadness. But not too much sadness, because I felt alive. Yes, alive. That was the moment I fell in love with Paris. And I felt Paris fall in love with me.



-FROM PARIS JE T' AIME-..!!!Gosh the scene is so pretty....n this movie make me fall in love with PARIS even mre..!!!Watch it once atleast..!!! plz....



The Husband: In pretending to be a man in love, he became a man in love.

-FROM PARIS JE T' AIME-..!!!



AMAZING MOVIE!!!!



Christopher Gardner: You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it. If you want somethin', go get it.



-FROM THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS-..!!!AmaZin MOvie...n tHIS IS THE QUOTE I WILL LIVE BY N AM LIVIN WITH IT...Coz I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND IT...Coz all this tym pple told me i cnt live my dream..so,i will live it...n to hell wth them who thnk i cnt..!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR....!!!

hey hey hey bloggers.....

Long tym no see Han..!!!

So how is everyone???

Ummm......Been busy in loads of things...like exams...n life...and not to forget Mumbai blasts...!!
Oh God...can u believe that was so awful....People died on spots...n without any reason they were killed...their family members left on there own..It was so Sad...

Even i cried while looking at news on TV....
n then discussed the issue with my frend Nidhi....Its just i think we click together on any of these matters...like i can discuss with her n she explains me evrything very clearly....so it feels good..
Instead of being sad we were angry...frustrated...What to they think...if they can Do this n then we will sit quiety....
THOSE PEOPLE ARE LOOSERS WHO THINK LIKE THIS.....WE INDIANS ARE UNITED.!!!
NOTHING CAN BREAK US.....!!!!

n then can my examz....Oh gosh.....Can't tell u wasnt prepared for this..!!!But together with friends we did it...lolz...ya now i am done with my examz...although this year, the papers were a bit tough!!!
So....hmmmm im in my final semester...n then my grad. will be over...Phew...4 long years will be over..!!!
although its completely fyn with me....but ya i would miss BUNKING the lectures...n ya dats all i'll miss bout my kolg life...coz rest of it has been hell..!!!

hmmmm...after this im thinking either going to London for furthur studies...or if my dad dosn't allow then will go to paris for a nice trip n holiday...coz now i cant wait ne more..!!!

Lets c wht the future holds....
n NEW YEAR!!!!
hmmmm.......as usual 4 years n this tym also i cudnt celebrate it...coz had an exam on 1st jan!!!ha ha ha....stupid though....!!
n now im having holidays..n tryin to relax in this messed up house...coz its renovating....
n im prayin hardddddd that this new year brings nice things because 2008 has been one heck of a year...seen loads of downs n downs only...!!! n i am sad for it till now..!!!

hmmmm.....rite now this is wht i have in mind....
dun worry...loads to come in future....
n plz u all also pray that i go to paris....i so wanna go there..!!!

take care...love ya all...!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..!!!!

RAMLAL dedicated To 'N'

Heya bloggers...

Hw r u alll?????here i am...d one dat u love...lolz song cme to my mind...sooo...
ya im still bugged up n dats y i rite blog so dat i can feel much better...
Ya it HURTS me to say my frends r not mine ne mre...although they act fyn wth me..but the actual thing is what i knw rite..!!!
Sooooo bugged up im writin about RAMLAL...a Dog wo died coz of Itching disease...lolz...those of you who do not understand no problems...coz its dedicated to a friend of mine "N"....n the dog was a stray dog who lived nea her home..!!!So we didnt do ne harm to dog also...
Do u remember yar hw he used to bark all day long..!!lolz...n you always said RAMLAL i love u...ha ha ha ha
i knw yaara those were the days...we had loads of things to talk about,ya now we dun but still we make up...coz i knw u are alwyas there for me..!!
now back to RAMLAL...ah what a dog he was..!!
He did Itchin all the dayn kept barking to strangers..!!What a lyf he had...He was Brave Indeed.!!Survied the World's Ignorance n lived Happily..!!
Awwww....i cnt think of nethin else..!!!
But hey WE MISS U RAMLAL.!!!
n to hell with evrythin else in the world....i hate it.!!!

Chao....Take care all...
love ya..!!!
BYyyeee...Keep Bloggin!!!!

Lost Friends..!!!

Heya all bloggers....

Ya long time no see...but hey couldn't find time...i know that's so lame to say....

so here i am sharing one more sad story of mine...So here i go..
Today my best friends came and had a talk with me..And they said i BROKE their "TRUST"...

Ok i agreed but that was not INTENTIONAL..??OR WaS it???i just have to say..it is not the way they think...its just they are thinking it right now what they want to...
n its ok..i agree with them....

they said they wont ever trust me again...if they've said their final decision then i am no one to say anything to them...
that's ok..with them...

But it sure hurts...n i am once again hurt like before...and it took like sooooo long to get fyn before also coz one of my bst frend left me...without ne reason..
n now they leave me for breaking their trust which i never intended to...

sooo..its ok...evrybody is happy let them be happy...
n wud lyk God to bless them all...

Its just i am hurt n sad...dats all i think i have to say..coz i just cant explain the feeling i am having rite now...
:-(

Take care bloggers....Love ya all...

byeee...!!!n Keep blogging!!!